Hey HO! Dublin

What is up?! I'm just in my hostel, watching Disney movies on Youtube and munching on nommy bread from M & S. I got a huge loaf for 2€ it will last me a few days! Bonus.

Today the weather was cold and wet. I hated the weather today. Also I woke up at 6 am because of one of my hostel mates phones. Ugh... I'm not a morning person at all!!! It was bad enough that I couldn't go back to sleep. So I just laid there and chatted on facebook! I hope all those back at Evergreen had a good first week of classes! I know I did :)!

Today's big adventure was supposed to be the Guinnes Factory! So after shopping around to find a hat. I have one but it was soaked from a previous day and was not dry yet. I couldn't find one and I was really really sad. However I made my way to the factory and while walking there I saw an reanactment of Jesus on the cross. Pictures are on facebook. For those of you who don't know I'm atheist. I gave up religion after my grandfather died. Despite this fact when I saw this tears came to my eyes. I don't know exactly why. Was it that the acting was good or was it the fact that I was still angry at my grandfathers passing. I still at this point don't know why and hope to reflect on it later.

Today I was able to tour the Christ Church Cathedral. Such a beautiful church and to be there on Good Friday was amazing. Just being is something that old made me love the fact that I was alive to see this. I got to see chalices from the 15 and 16th centuries. Bibles that were older and I was just stunned at the beauty. The stained glass work was astonishing and I wish I could do that.

I made it to another Cathedral as to where I lit a candle and I prayed. Yes I prayed I don't know what to, but I prayed. I prayed for my grandfather Larry, my friends traveling abroad, and for guidance. Right now I feel lost despite knowing what I am doing for this summer and next year. I just feel so lost and I can't find an entrance or an exit. I also prayed for acceptance to that fact that I fear failing at anything really. After I left this place I was shocked at myself that I prayed. It felt weird because I hadn't done that for years and let alone for anyone besides my problems.

I finally made it to the Guinness factory. I walked all the way from City Centre to this place to find it was closed due to Good Friday. Check out the video on facebook for more about this.

I came back to the hostel and fell asleep while at the computer. The videos take a while to load but based on the comments I'm getting back I think it is worth it! After that I decided to check out a comedy club.. but lo and behold IT WAS CLOSED... Ahhh Good Friday you do me wrong. It was only a minor pain in the ass.. Haha... Well as for today... I was able to start today at a coffee shop that wasn't at all bad and I just chilled there while people watching near Trinity College. Soon I will get out of the city I just need to plan better. Haha I must be more of a tourist!!! I must I must!!! Well for now its 11 and time for bed.. night Yall.. keep checking for posts.